I HATE SCH!!! THEY FUCKING SUCKS!!!

EVERYDAE GO SCH 6 30 WAKE UP I DON MIND! BUT I NID TO GO OPEN HOUSE FOR MY PRIMARY SCH! NEED WAD TIME WAKE UP? EARLI IN THE MORNIN! THEN BAND CAMP 2 JUNE TO 5 JUNE.4 DAES 3 NIGHT!! EVERYDAE SURELY NID 5 AM WAKE UP! Y DO I JOIN BAND?MAKE MI SO REGRET! THE MOST REGRET FOR MI IS JOININ THIS SCH! I HATE IT! KNN!! IF SCH TIO FIRE THEN GD! OR EARTHQUACK THE WHOLE SCH DROP DOWN THEN DIE!THE TEACHERS DON EVEN UNDERSTAND OUR FEELIN! TREATHEN US BY SAEIN WILL GET POOR CONDUCT OR DETENTION OR WAD.FK LA. TINK U WAD.KING OR QUEEN ARH?! THEN THURS 4 JUNE STILL GOT WAD FUN ACTIVITIES I DON WAN GO EVEN IF IT KILLS MI! I DON UNDERSTAND Y WE NID TO GO SCH? TO LEARN TO TINK?! I WOULD RATHER BE STUPID!EVEN IF I WAN TO GO OUT I CANT EVEN GO OUT BECOZ OF SCH! I HV TO STAY AT HOME EVERYDAE! I WAN TO BUY THE TING I WAN ALSO CANNOT! THE TEACHERS ALSO COMPLAIN BOUT THE HAIR AND SKIRT AND SOCKS.SO WAD?! CANT WE DO WAD WE WAN?! THEN MI JUNE HOLIDAES ALSO NID TO GO OVERSEAS. 3 WEEKS?! MY MOTHER ALSO NVR ASK MI WHEN JUNE HOLIDAES END THEN SHE WAN MI GO OVERSEAS FOR ALMOST 2 WEEKS.TINK I WAD?SUPERHUMAN ARH?OR EVEN ROBOT? IT'S OUR HOLIDAE Y MUZ WE DO HW TOO? EVEN WE ALSO NID TO GO SCH AND CAMP! KNN CB =.= I WAN TO KIK THE WHOLE SCH DOWN SIA! NA ALSO VERI GD LE WAD? JYJY ALSO CANNOT! ALREADY TRY MY BEST WAD! WAN US GO MAD THEN U NOE ARH! PULL UR HAIR OUT THEN THEY NOE! TMR STILL NID GO SCH TAKE REPORT BOOK! SOME PPL NID TO WAIT TILL PARENT COME THEN GO HOME.THEY WAN REST WE DON WAN HAR?KNN FUCKIN ASS HOLE! PPL ALSO NID GO WORK EARN MONEY.LATE COME THEN HOW? STAY OVERNIGHT ISIZT? HOLIDAE START AT 30 MAY .30 MAY GO PRIMARY SCH OPEN HOUSE. NO HOLIDAE.31 JUNE NVR GO OUT.HOLIDAE : 1 DAE. 1 JUNE NVR GO OUT. HOLIDAE : 2 DAE. 2 JUNE NID GO SCH AT 8 30 FOR BAND CAMP TILL 5 JUNE.NO HOLIDAE. THEN THURS 4 JUNE THE ACTIVITY. NO HOLIDAE OF COZ. 6 JUNE NO GO OUT. HOLIDAE : 3 DAE. 7 JUNE NO GO OUT ALSO. HOLIDAE : 4 DAE. 8 JUNE GO OVERSEAS. TILL 19 JUNE. 11 DAE. NO HOLIDAE. 19 COME BAK ALREADY NIGHT TIME THEN SLP. 20 JUNE NVR GO OUT.HOLIDAE : 5 DAE. I TINK IM ALREADY DEAD. EVERYTING COMPULSARY. JUNE HOLIDAE ALSO COMPULSARY WAD! IDIOT! 21 ALSO NVR GO OUT. HOLIDAE : 6 DAE. 22 START SCH. IF NOT JULY. BUT IMPOSSIBLE. BUT I DONNOE THE ACTUAL DATE SO JUZ INCLUDE IT. 1 WEEK I DON TINK I WANTED TO GO OUT. 7 DAE. HOLIDAE : 13 DAE. UNLUCKY ---> 13. TINK I GOT ENOUGH TIME REST? NO! STILL STUDY STUDY! I RATHER BE PRIMARY 1 AND 2 START FROM 12 30! WALAO. GO PUNGGOL SEC GD WAD! MORE LATE THEN START! IF I CAN GET HIGHER SCORE AND GO XINMING THEN I DON TINK I WOULD SUFFER AS MUCH AS NOW! IM RLLY RLLY REGRET. I TINK I NID TO KILL MYSELF. GO COFFIN REST FOREVER. NO NID WAKE UP LIAO. IF NOT I CAN STAY IN HOSPITAL BED. IF THE SKY CAN FALL THEN GD. EVERYBODI DIE THEN THE END OF THE WORLD. NO SCH NTH! NOT EVEN KING AND QUEEN. IM RLLY START TO WONDER Y AM I EVEN BORN IN THIS WORLD?! is there anybodi out there would understand my pain? i wan a person to lend mi his or her shoulder... i rlly wan to cry. but even if i cry nth can be change. i understand that.But wad gd will it gd? the tears cant even stop fallin down.even if i wipe it away.it juz start fallin down again.juz for awhile.. i wanted to rest.i wanted to stop feelin.the pain..it so pain.if i don hv the feelin "tired" i wouldnt suffer so much. im in pain. if this "pain" can be cure. i cannot be any happier. but i wonder if there's even a cure out there for this disease. If Everything Is Gone,I Wouldn't Be In This Much Pain. Or Would It Be Better For Me To Be Gone? Then I Will Not In This Much Pain Too. I'm scared of pain. I'm scared of dying. I try my best to live. But nth changed. Everyting remain the same. I don tink that i cannot change the fate of mine. I tried livin but tired of it. Nth can be solved if i die. That's y i lived! Even if i die,I'll juz be sad for not seein my family,frens,teachers. That's wad made my heart rlly pain.I love them so i stay with them.Seein them and smile.Not to dissapoint them.I smile as happi as i can.So i wont lose them.And the truth is,i don even regret bornin in this world.Coz i can see alot of thing in this world.And it's make mi feel rlly happi.I also don regret goin to this sch.Coz i make new frens.And was rlly happi with them.Even if one had pain,we are suppose to go through it with others.That's y there ppl in the world! Me Calmed! HuiMin Recovered! Tee Hee~ XDD Should we make this stori? But i rlly hate sch =.= im quittin band. My decision is maded and nth can change my mind. That's it. Me will try again to live a bright life! 11 daes of outside singapore isizt? OK! Buy laptop for me. I'll be happi to watch anime in the air-con rm. XDD !! Me gd girl. Wont do bad ting. Wont be mad. Coz i decided it. I do the tings i wan. Nth can force mi. The life is mine. I decide it.Not even fate will control it! And i swear! XDD Mi so cool~~!! Juz like the ppl inside anime!! So hearkbreakin. Cry? Ty! XDD
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